learning to jump out of aesthetics #1

" i am very good at color; i have a very big spectrum of colors. but when people saw my paintings, they would always say : very nice colors! that really annoyed me, and i had been fighting with myself a lot. people didn't see my painting anymore, they only saw the beautiful colors in it. and then, i stopped painting for many years... then i started again, but i only use a few different colors which each has its own meaning. " - mm